Friday, October 28, 2011

3 films

I worked at a Movie Theater for 2.5 years but my 3 favorite films are not during the time frame I was at the theater. I do enjoy watching a lot of movies, but because of 5 Star Cinemas I still cannot tolerate the smell of Buttered Popcorn- a movie goer MUST for most of you!! But NOT FOR ME..


3. Flowers in the Attic
Jason pointed this movie out to me while we were dating. He had only mentioned that he had seen it before. So I thought Alright, whatever!!! My standards to this movie weren't through the roof but thought I'd simply watch it on a day when I was simply trying to pass the time. WOW!! NOT EVEN close... This movie is one of the greatest/devastatingly sad movies Ive ever seen. I was hooked. I remember literally yelling at the television because I strongly disliked the Mother and Grandmother in this film. I was absolutely outraged by the idea of this happening but I also couldn't turn it off. I felt as though I was going through the tough times with them and simply wanted to reach out and hold the children to comfort them.
An Overview:
The four Dollanganger children had such perfect lives — a beautiful mother, a doting father, a lovely home. Then Daddy was killed in a car accident, and Momma could no longer support the family. So she began writing letters to her parents, her millionaire parents, whom the children had never heard of before.

Momma tells the children all about their rich grandparents, and how Chris and Cathy and the twins will live like princes and princesses in their grandparents' fancy mansion. The children are only too delighted by the prospect. But there are a few things that Momma hasn't told them.

She hasn't told them that their grandmother considers them "devil's spawn" who should never have been born. She hasn't told them that she has to hide them from their grandfather if she wants to inherit his fortune. She hasn't told them that they are to be locked away in an abandoned wing of the house with only the dark, airless attic to play in. But, Momma promises, it's only for a few days....

Then the days stretch into months, and the months into years. Desperately isolated, terrified of their grandmother, and increasingly convinced that their mother no longer cares about them, Chris and Cathy become all things to the twins and to each other. They cling to their love as their only hope, their only strength — a love that is almost stronger than death



2. Elf
Ok, After the sad layout of the last one, let me also explain that is another thing that I am OFTEN told.. I AM RANDOM.. ALL OVER THE PLACE.. hahaha.. I like ALL KINDS of movies.. ALL KINDS.. All kinds of music too. But Elf is simply a happy story at Christmas time. I was it EVERY Winter and each time I laugh as though it were my first time watching the film. Funny how the great movies can do that for us....
A quick overview
Buddy was a baby in an orphanage who stowed away in Santa's sack and ended up at the North Pole. Later, as an adult human who happened to be raised by elves, Santa allows him to go to New York City to find his birth father, Walter Hobbs. Hobbs, on Santa's naughty list for being a heartless jerk, had no idea that Buddy was even born. Buddy, meanwhile, experiences the delights of New York City (and human culture) as only an elf can. When Walter's relationship with Buddy interferes with his job, he is forced to reevaluate his priorities.






1. The ShawShank Redemption



This is my all time FAVORITE movie. Why do you ask? For so many reasons. I think Morgan Freeman is excellent in this film as well as Tim Robbins.. They both portray there characters in a way that simply makes you believe its them. I was in 8th grade when I watched this movie for the first time. I was specifically told to watch the movie and though "ok weird- no way am I going to like this show". Well I shocked myself.. About minute 1.25 into the movie I was sitting on the edge of the bed staring at the screen. I even still recall them hollering at me "hey- dinner time" but I IGNORED them. I wasn't going to hit pause or even blink because I could not walk away from the tv... I was hooked.. This story line is simple, but the events within this movie are absolutely amazing.. I loved every moment of this movie and I am nearly positive I have watched this movie AT LEAST 100 times... I AM OBSESSED with this movie.. If you know me at all, I can also guarantee at some point I have mentioned this film to you!



But an overview ANYWAY!
In 1946, a banker named Andy Dufresne (Tim Robbins) is convicted of a double murder, even though he stubbornly proclaims his innocence. He's sentenced to a life term at the Shawshank State Prison in Maine, where another lifer, Ellis "Red" Redding (Morgan Freeman), picks him as the new recruit most likely to crack under the pressure. The ugly realities of prison life are quickly introduced to Andy: a corrupt warden (Bob Gunton), sadistic guards led by Capt. Byron Hadley (Clancy Brown), and inmates who are little better than animals, willing to use rape or beatings to insure their dominance.

Thursday, October 20, 2011




LOVE This Video

Way to Go Britney!!!
10/20/2011

(blurry, but right after a 2.5 hr nap)

4 books

4.) The Twilight Series- (while I currently am feeling "over it" as far as the hype and extreme excitement, I will forever like the books because they got me into reading again and I wouldn't mind re reading the books)
3.) The Hunger Games Series- These books are amazing. If you haven't read them, GET TO IT ALREADY!! If you have I'm sure you are like me and would read them 5 times again!
2.) Maze Runner Series- These books hooked me from the beginning and I was sad when I finished them-just like the others listed!
1.) The Host- While I struggled to read this at first (11 attempts) I finally gave in and went to the library and got the books on tape.. The beginning of the book just wasn't getting me interested, but with the books on tape it just kept going and that appeared to be my problem.. It's an exciting book that had me craving more the second I would put it down... I was in my car so much to listen to it and bringing it in to work to listen to at my desk.

New addiction is for sure BOOKS on tape- I THINK IT SHOULD COUNT AS READING!!! But I guess I am not actually turning the pages and reading, but I am following along and the story they are telling is still brought to life just as much as it is with a book!

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

5 Foods

MY ALL TIME FAVE TYPE OF FOOD IS MEXICAN.. mmmmmmmmm
1.) Mexican food- (burritos, enchiladas, tacos, anything really)(now I want Mexican food mmmmmmm)

2.) Meats- (beef, chicken, pork, turkey etc. I was Raised in Montana for crying out loud- I gotta have some MEAT with my meals)

3.) Potatoes- I don't even care what form.. ANY potato is delicious; mashed potatoes & garlic, mashed potatoes and gravy, fried taters, has browns, tater tots, french fries, curly fries, cottage fries, baked potatoes, twice baked potatoes, funeral potatoes, POTATO SOUP, NO MATTER which form, I JUST LOVE POTATOES!!!

4.) Cheese- I love cheese. I swear I add it to nearly everything I cook/eat. It's delicious!

5.) Eggs- I love eggs... mmmmmmm Egg sandwich, fried eggs, scrambled eggs, omelets, poached eggs, boiled eggs, deviled eggs, mmmmmmmmmmmmm

(This blog was terrible cause now I am STARVING and my lunch isn't for another 31 minutes... TICK TOCK a little fast clock, now I'm HUNGRY)
10/19/2011

My big girl is in a big girl car seat now. She was far too tall to be in the old one.. Her poor legs were crunched up and always had to be folded.. Now she has room and she LOVES IT SO MUCH!! Her fancy new seat even comes with a cup holder.. DANG.. My little sweet baby girl, REALLY IS GROWING UP..... FASTTT!!!!

10/15/2011


10/14/2011

Wednesday, October 12, 2011




A really Fun night 10/7/2011!!

We celebrated that my bestie was back in town. While her reasoning behind her "homecoming" was to face tragedy again, we still made sure to keep ourselves occupied and side-tracked long enough to have a great night. I couldn't be happier. I have one of the most AMAZING WOMEN in the world as my best friend. But I am surrounded by great people. Jason is so great for taking on another lil "party" at our house. Raeanne was so sweet and watching our precious Khloe so that we could all be downstairs and "unwind".



Samantha seems to take things "head on" and force herself to "just keep moving". It's such an inspiration to see her! To see her smile, to see her interacting, to see her PERIOD! I have a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes right now as I think of her, as I look at her gorgeous face! I cannot even begin to imagine what she feels or has felt, nor would i want to try. But I know from all the silent moments, the tears, and the time that has passed that she deserves so much recognition, so much credit.. To sum it up here- MY BESTIE IS A TOTAL ROCK-STAR!!!



Bestie, may we only continue to grow closer as more time pass comes and goes.. Thank you for everything you have taught me, a lot of it you have done so silently. I am so thankful for YOU!! Heart your face girl and "I'll see you soon than ;) "

6 places

1. Home- MY FAVORITE place to be with Jason & Khloe!

2. ???-Out with Family and/or Friends! (don't care where, just nice to be around those we care about)

3. My Nana's house- my relaxing place away from home.

4. Our Property By Starvation Lake. It's always a fun place to be and its always with family! :D Next year we will be there MUCH MUCH MORE!!!

5. Outside-Love hiking in the summer and fall, so nice to be outside and be active!

6. Work-(My 2nd home it seems)(40hours) a week for about 25.49 more years (but who's counting?)
10/12/2011
Happy 10 months to my little beauty!!

Friday, October 7, 2011

7 wants

1.) To have a happy & healthy family.

2.) To have Enough.

3.) To be financially set.

4.) To be happy.

5.) To have more children.

6.) To grow old with Jason.

7.) To Remember what is important in life.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

8 fears

1.) I want Khloe to always be safe, loved, taken care of, and HAPPY!! (I do worry about that regularly).(sometimes I am worried that she will go without and it makes me nervous. I just want her to have MORE than I did, I want her to get to have the things I never had.)

2.) Dark Alleys & the creepy looking men you usually see near them. (I've seen FAR too many Criminal Minds episodes and it just gives me the chills to think about it even now.)

3.) That the pressure of money or the lack there of gets in the way of what is really important. I have remained pretty level headed about this lately, but at times the financial burdens and stresses that come with being an adult make me forget that my family is all that really matter, that the other things will be alright, that we will be ok, so long as we have each other. (Well we know we have to pay our bill etc, but you get what I mean.)

4.) Cats. I guess I am not really AFRAID of them, just really DISLIKE them. Those sand paper tongues and just thinking of them. YUCK!! I had one A LONG LONG time ago and I remember it freaked out and I was trying to pull it away from me, it clawed my neck and actually had its claws stuck IN my neck and I couldn't RIP the cat away. It was both painful and terrifying. That same "closed throat/anxiety" returns each time I see one or think/talk about one.. UGH!!! BAH...

5.) Feet- Again not scared of them. I just once again strongly dislike feet. I don't want your feet touching me or getting near me for that matter. I don't want you to touch mine. They are feet, they shouldn't be on your agenda to get to.. NO THANKS.. (When Jason and I started Dating he thought this was hysterical so he would literally SIT on me and touch my feet, play with them, tickle them and just slowly reach his hand out to touch them all the time. Or he'd put his on me. At first I of course squirmed, screamed and just hated it, but soon had overcome the anxiety of him being that close. )(Baby feet don't bother me, I actually love a little baby's foot. But a man's hairy stinky foot- YUCK)

6.) Being alone. I have had difficult times in my life (as has everyone) and there are some who I am not close with anymore sad-but ok) but to think of not having my family around is a hard pill to swallow. I don't like to think about it, but it is one of my fears.

7.) Failure. I have always had this need to "please" other people. I don't' know why and it often times makes me mad at myself. But I want to make others happy. I also worry TOO much sometimes about what other people think. (again this is not as bad as it used to be- since I got married and had my daughter I no longer worry about that "petty" stuff near as much. But I do still sometimes see myself going down that slippery slope.) It's exhausting.

8.) Clowns. They freak me out. I am a lil "Frade-EEEE cat". Seriously. Anything that has to do with clowns, I DON'T THINK SO... I also cannot handle the haunted houses. I have been and sometimes even laughed, but that anxiety/fear you get in there just pushes me to the limit. Again, I think this stems from me having seen too many Criminal Minds Episodes, or CSI or those kinds of shows. I just get SPOOKED to the CORE!!!

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

10/5/2011
~9 Loves~



















1.) Jason (love of my life and best friend)

2.) Khloe (She is, to put it simply, the greatest gift I've ever received. love her sooooo much)





3.) My family. (J & Khloe & all of my family! I know I pushed people and tested relationships at times, but I would not be where I am today without their support. Even when I made mistakes, I always knew I had their support, which helps so much- LOVE YOU ALL)



4.) Friends- I know we don't get to choose a lot of things in life, but fortunately I have been given some great opportunities to make some amazing friends. I am so blessed. I know that the people In the category of FRIENDS are truly the greatest people. I am so lucky to get to be surrounded by SUPER PEOPLE! ! Love ya's






5.) Life. Life can be difficult and often times is. We all know this. But we can choose to see the bad or we can choose to see the good. When you choose to focus on good than its better than that. It's simply OUTSTANDING!! I have been blessed with so much; good health, amazing husband (and healthy too)- & best father I know, a beautiful and healthy little girl who OWNS my heart, amazing family members and friends. An amazing house I get to spend the next 30 years making our HOME! I have a job & seriously LOVE the gals I work with (which makes coming in 40 hours a week so much easier).



6.) Me- I don't want that to come across as conceded or ignorant, I don't mean it that way. I just mean, I love where my life is at, where I am at right now. Sure, are there things I'd like to improve on?- ABSOLUTELY!! Are there things I want to be doing?- Again ABSOLUTELY!! Are there things I wish I could change or just get to push the RESET button on? DUH-ABSOLUTELY!!! But I am happy! I am blessed, Things are going well & I am absolutely HAPPY!! It feels good to say that out loud too, or type it in this RED font- haha.. I AM HAPPY!






7.) LOVE- I know "cliche" right? Well its true... I know now everyone gets to experience love in all its forms/or any forms for some. And For some its often too short, so I am very thankful to get to be in this situation and get to experience love. Love for my husband, Love for my beautiful baby bear, love for my friends, love for my family, love for the right reasons, love for no reason at all. other than to just love. It is very empowering. That simple 4 letter word can simply turn someones day or life around. Can put a smile on their face and make the realize that they are important, special, significant in your life.






8.) Holidays - love the way people get excited during the fall/winter seasons. Love that people seem to come together and celebrate love, family, friends, life (all that which is in my TOP 5). The decorating and the imaginations that come out for Halloween, the bonding that your families get on Thanksgiving and Christmas. It's just an amazing time of year. (even though I HATE THE COLD WEATHER that goes along with it- YUK)






9.) The sound of laughter. It's probably one of my absolute favorites (of anything) ever.. I don't care how upset you are, how lonely you feel, how devastated you are, how "low" and just Angry that you might be. When you over hear someone laughing (not at you-but just laughing) its a QUICK fix. Before I know it I'm smiling and watching them take that moment in life and just get to appreciate its goodness. Especially if that laughter is coming for a child. It's so amazing to see, to hear, to feel that good energy.. For me, when Khloe is Laughing its like the bad MELTS away. The hard-dissolves and is gone!!!

Monday, October 3, 2011


"JUST THE 3 OF US"


Seems, I couldn't really tell you how precious days like this are to me.. Yet I have this feeling that if you are a mother or a father, you KNOW just what I mean.



A day set aside JUST FOR YOUR FAMILY is by far one that sits at the "TOP OF MY LIST" of BEST DAYS EVER!!


Days like this is what LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!!!

It was a gorgeous day, which is only "icing on the cake!"


We set out on a family date not caring what it is we did so long as we were together. We loaded up the hiking pack for Khloe and a backpack for supplies.. In the car on the way, we were contemplating between a few places, but quickly decided Big Cottonwood Canyon! I am so glad it was our decision because it went PERFECTLY!!!




We were only about 20 minutes in on our hike when we came across our first amazing sight.. (Besides the sight of my 2 favorite people in front of me on the trail that is. :D ) I was our first great view of the water.. From here on, everything was amazing. khloe was in awe and was just smiling ear to ear, listening to the noises and watching that fast raging water just flow down. It was so cute to watch her little mind work as she tried to figure out just what was happening. She's smile and kick her legs back and forth watching it, just amazed!!






I wasn't too thrilled f0r a picture, but Jason insisted and its hard to say "no" to him. But it was a great shot. The water behind us was so pretty. Could have stayed there for hours!














I don't think Khloe got tired of the hike at all!! She didn't have to be quiet and she was squealing and staring at all kinds of things. There was so much for her to see. We saw some squirrels, lots of trees, water, other people. She'd squeal when she saw other kids too. hahaha

Took some opportunities for a nice little photo opp too. I Think I did pretty well. Just makes my heart melt to see them both smiling!





About another 5 minutes later and we made it to yet another little water fall. This was where I wanted to stop and stay for a while, but I also knew we should keep going to get to see more. It's just so PEACEFUL being outdoors and seeing such beautiful places!!!








Before we continued on, got a picture of the two of them enjoying the pretty view!!













Of course you CANNOT complain about it being a difficult or miserable hike when its so pretty!! :D We were happy to be doing this trail and I want to go back already!!

Things continued to get prettier and prettier the higher we hiked.. I loved when we reached the portion of the trail where the colors were rapidly & visibly changing. We will at the very least be going on a few more DRIVES to get to see such pretty landscape!! Still looking at this I am reminded of the overwhelming feeling of just PEACE!! I can smell the fresh air from Saturday & it's just stunning to me that this/ these places are simply "IN OUR BACK YARD". 25 minute drive from our house and "voila" we were there!!! :D So easy! :D Yet something we didn't get to do enough.


















































Absolutely STUNNING!!

This last shot here is so gorgeous: greens, yellows, oranges, reds, and still warm out.. This is what FALL is ALL ABOUT!! I can handle this weather!!


We will be going again next weekend ( On Sunday Probably) if the weather permits..


****fingers crossed****


9/30/2011

9/29/2011

Sweet Bouncy Skills


10/2/2011