I cannot shake this feeling,

cannot seem to move past this.

I know that this is a test, that I am being tested. I cannot help but feel like no matter what,

I am failing.

If I act on my feelings than, I've failed, as it shows my lack of self control and lack of forgiveness.

But if I sit by and do nothing, I feel like I've failed, it shows a lack of loyalty, lack of character, lack of Beliefs & morals.

I could really use some guidance to help me make the right choice because either one is going to HURT and have some severe consequences!!!!! Gulp....